17
Apr

Odd grey black brown bird meaning business

Picking nylon threads of screen from my bedroom window

Making something special for the family

Keeping me amazed watching how bird has to do

For days back and forth high to a thick green jungle vine in front

No more screen

I wait watching vine, while bird waits inside and watches too

Five minutes quiet

Bird flies quick and gone

Then back again with a pretty big bug

Proud and knowing did the dues

The had to grub for dinner

Chilled out happy, serene in spacious nylon with friends

16
Apr

Breezy today, cool mid-April, love you

Aries arisen snapping a little zodiac sunshine open for you

Wonderful Wednesday with time blowing a little feel good out there

Suggestive of Spring where it happens originally in new green goodness

16
Apr

Blue Fade

An abstract out of my mind thing

And I hold to it

In a blue fade

Lost and I’m afraid I have been taken by fade

Where I disappear inside thoughts of you

about oh, ooo, I have no doubt, just you

You went your way, I had nothing to say

Silence in charge stating a matter of fact assumed

Can’t get over it, this quiet nothing change

Just can’t get over my blue fade into you

 

15
Apr

Glory to God

Its time to go cardio trippin

Feel my muscles pinch and quake

Until I’m numb with dumb for heaven’s sake

Pumping maximum heart beats without an attack

Then no-care comes creeping and I keep pushing beyond, whacked

Yes mam/sir, that’s me, grand fool wannabe on a mill grinding

For good long life in a questionable routine of sheer misery

Continued in the steam room cook, still haven’t died yet, goal met or not?

Sometime, God, take me if you will,

Spare me this long life bull shit trip,

Cause its gonna be flippin short nonetheless,

What’s a few hundred days, maybe thousands, more?

When it comes it’ll just be a second from now anyway.

14
Apr

Simple as the garden,

Gazing, amazed at the scene,

except it’s not the garden,

it’s the screen

and I’m scrolling through to what amazes you,

picturing lovely you

presentations of your pristine vision

alone with how you see.

 

Startled and stunned and happy to have dropped by

I bid you a happy Monday, great night adieu.

I’ll miss your charmed sight that caught me up awhile.

That is what I’ll feel, until I return again to the goods you bring,

the magic of it again tomorrow.

14
Apr

A pause, vacillation, a waiver,

don’t want anything to do with mention.

The Quail thing,

gawd,

is troubling me-

decimated to annihilated

almost,

one in 30 returning,

watching, quick to scatter, ultra nervous,

death screaming them down.

Happy Doves, Chickadees, Jays and Starlings,

all the quicker smart flyers are thriving with songs and hellos.

Has to be the Raven clouds that blew in a fall or two ago.

My Ogden hometown is now Darkgren, the land of the Crow.

 

I’ve seen their subtlety,

watched in wonder, 

not recognizing their significance,

armies of birds,

air battles have begun.

12
Apr

It was a very fine party, sufficient okayness in the air

Tuned in to everyone, the dog and birds were there

Steady harmony thumping, a music to its rare accord

I gave a care or more, way more very well to the scene

 And it gave back as much with this morning’s smile memories

10
Apr

Kite shadow feeling it social on its lonely way

busy in a mix of moving me, staying with its drifting play.

Telling me about busy inside upside crazy down

around the red wheelbarrow realizing,

quick shadowing over the swingset over the fence

down past the neighbors and back again.

I don’t dare turn away, not missing a thing,

lost in the plenty of it, insane and its ok.

Thrill watching the busy biz of mind that flies with it.

Down with happy alright, down to doing the it of it.

The shadow ghost is dancing crazy in the wind with the kite.

08
Apr

The just before wolf night

Dark

Cousins howling to the canine moon.

Spirits dancing to its filling fullness

And it muffles through the trees a mile away

A damn well chilling insanity in its wild honest beautiful reality.

08
Apr

The doves are coming.

Got a brand new thing.

Morning afternoon till just before twilight ends.

The doves,

special in love with me.

Coo,

incredible silver doves say over and over to me.

And I say, Yes,

you too are coo by me.